Notice the cause, realize the problem,
alarm yourself that it is time for an action,
kill the problem by doing something about it, and gain confidence from it.
This is how you become stronger.
Being weak is not about weeping and being strong is not about avoiding.
Your consciousness throughout life is just made up of bunch of problems.
And time only advances if you allow it to, meaning that if you take actions to solve those problems.
Otherwise, you are stuck where you are. Forever.
Just do it - whatever you think is right.
I woke up vexed...I was in shock.
I had a dream, um, that dream in your sleep....actually I should call it a nightmare.
Basically I was running around in Vancouver, ON THE DAY of the fashion show looking for clothes.
I had some clothes with me...don't know which brand but brookes brothers type of clothes. I somehow called my co-worker at my internship for help like..
"What do you think I should do? Do you think I should just go in and ask?"
My co-worker was advising me for a second and totally went off-topic. So I finish the phonecall, and called my partner...unanswered. I was in front of Lanvin.
I got my guts together and rushed into the store.
"Hi, I am actually a student from Blanche Macdonald (which, I am not lol), and I am actually having a small fashion show today...%#*(P$*(FK#F20iut874&^"
I didn't even get to the point of saying that I needed some clothes - it was getting dark outside and they were closing - the manager read the my mind, went and completely analyzed my situation.
"You know...we would help you but..let's see what you already have there..you probably couldn't get blah blah blah but you probably got..$^&@*(N$(F#F#@L"
This is the moment I looked at my pieces and went like ("shiiit") because he knew what was exactly going on with me. I was still brainstorming about the theme of the show...gosh. But he saw the potential, or the need to help... or whatever..and gave me
something like...
uh-huh, this is not even from Lanvin in real life lol
and a cute vest - that I would totally design to make it come to life.
I thank them..and keep rushing on the streets of downtown...and the story ends here.
Ok as I was writing this Im forgetting my dream bit by bit...but interesting isn't it? Even though my dream may not be interesting, dream - is interesting. I always feel like making a movie out of it when I get a really good one with a flow in the scenes.
By the way, this whole dream started with me being in a grocery store, working? uh..
anyway, I guess this just made me feel a lot scared about my fashion show...
It's now or never. I have lived for 20 years 4 months and 21 days - and today is the day.
Moments can get timeless. and time flies. Really. Need to hold it down and not let go sometimes.
Make it more valuable. Today is never tomorrow. Tomorrow is never the day after.
What happens today is not what happens tomorrow. Things are never the same.
The "world" that human create are just like a puzzle. A very complicated one though.
It's a whatever. but a puzzle. everyone just fits in their spot, to create a picture. Moments and snapshots.
Motions and life.
life.
life - time = what ?
Human has came up with many interesting concepts of "life" philosophy. theories. hypothesis. rules. whatever.
I should say they really make our "life" interesting...
you see..."life" is shorter than we think it is.
well then... let me make my piece something you won't believe to see...
i imagine there will be no paper textbook in near future
i imagine there will be no pencil, no erasers, no highlighters
i imagine
i imagine no lecture, no teacher and no school
no paper magazine, no shopping malls, and no bus ride
i imagine no conversation, no meeting face-to-face, no movement
i imagine
i imagine there will be no organic, no hunt, no survival and no physical
i imagine no travelling, no waiting, no negotiating - and arguing through eyes
i imagine
i imagine four numb senses,
i imagine inside view, no outside view
i imagine no breeze, no rain, no tan and no beach
i imagine
i imagine no words and unexpressed feelings
i imagine fake voices and manipulating messages
i imagine
i imagine increasing contact lenses, glasses and magnifying glasses
i imagine smaller labtops and more TV Shopping
i imagine late people and lazy people
....i imagine future to be very sad
i imagine no smell, no touch, no taste and no true sound
i imagine day and night switch
i imagine
i imagine La maison en Petits Cubes for real
i imagine decadence....
i imagine conflict and absolute impossibleness of peace
There are always those songs that you heard somewhere for a million times but you don't know the name of it. They might be used for commercials, background music of some sort or soundtrack..etc.
They could be old, somehow lengendary, catchy, and very simple straight forward songs.
and this is definitely one of them damn dope songs!